So I am about to go to bed, it’s 3:55 A.M. and it has been a LONG day. Went to look at commercial places for the restaurant with no luck. Lord help me! I feel as though I have the full support of my friends and family, but none of them are really in a position to help me. I feel as though I’ve completely bailed on my book, as 3 weeks have gone by and I haven’t written a word. I have stared at the pages a few times, but I am feeling disconnected from my own novel, as though i am reading something someone else wrote (and just not getting it, to be honest).
There seems to be no more story there for me anymore and it terrifies me, because I have worked so hard on it. Is this what writers block feels like? If and when my book is finished and published, will readers feel as unfamiliar with it as I did? UGH!
As far as the restaurant goes, I still feel hopeful 
I have two friends that I am going to be partnering with, and I know they are as ambitious as I am (if that’s even possible). I have always believed that 3 heads are better than one, and pooling resources from 3 people is definately better than straining my own. Also, I have been putting feelers out that I am seeking donations in the form of cash, equiptment or expert advice. Anything helps. Well, off to shower and hit the hay, another long day tomorrow. Goodnight
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